Sometimes I write about things that are going on in my life.
I had the thought that 2019 was just an awful year. Lots of things didn't go my way in the first half of it. I lost a relationship, was out of work and left my band. A lot of negative change, but I didn't want to end the year on a negative note, so I started planning for positive change.
And lately, I’ve done things and have made moves that have fortunately manifested into happiness. Maybe since I can even remember. 2018 was probably the busiest, craziest, funnest year I can remember and while I’ve gained so much, I’ve also lost some things that meant a lot to me as well.
And lately, I haven't reached all the goals I had set for myself in 2016. I missed out on a full year of playing shows, which had been immensely therapeutic for me during the last few years. I completely failed myself out of a full year of that and there's been days that has gotten to me.